I should think you've learned your lesson now. Next time you go away make sure that you have separate holidays. I'm sure you would have been much happy on your own, or dare I say it, with a man who appreciates your company and would do his utmost to make your holiday into something very special? I'm lucky in one respect; I am alone and I can go where I want, whenever I want and do what I want. The downside is that there is no-one to share the experience with, so holidays are not fun anymore. I stay at home!